It's not walking away from you that makes me sad, it's knowing you won't come after me.

 

It's when I'm standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I just want to scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrow's for just one day Then I could just call you to tell you good night. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give anything to hold you at very moment. It's when I think about you that I realize no one in the world is meant for me.

And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I get over your smile, when I let go of the hugs you gave me that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me or forget how much I love you. But no matter what you did to me or whatever happens to us....I know I could never get over let go or forget you.
 
I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it’s eating me and one day, there won't be anything left of me. Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheeks. I run away from and hide from it, but now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me and I don't know what to do...I just know that that pain I felt so long ago its hurting ten times more.

I'll trade all my tomorrows for one single yesterday.

While I was holding on all you did was let go.

I never stopped feeling for you, I just stopped letting it show.

 

So tell me what your secret is to letting me go, letting go like you did.

 

You looked at me like no one else, but sometimes love just doesn't seem to conquer all. We search for someone else to blame, but sometimes things just can't stay the same.

 

You said you would never hurt me. You said you would never make me cry. Well there's one thing I can admit, you tell a perfect lie.

 

All I want to do is sleep because it doesn't hurt when I can't think of you.

 

What hurts me more that losing you is knowing you're not fighting to keep me.

 

What is heartbreak? It is lying on the bathroom floor trying your damnedest to breath while simutaineously wondering why it went wrong;; how you are gonna get up and pretend like everything is alright and what the hell are you going to do about that hole in your chest. Yeah, that's it. <|3

 

Why won't you leave me if I already lost you?

 

To be broken at the hands of someone you love.

 

You do what you want because obviously, I’m not what you wanted.

A million words would not bring you back. I know, because I tried. Neither would I million tears. I know, because I cried.

Laugh at me. I gave you my heart. All you did was break it.

Moving on? That's very easy. Just close your eyes, sleep and wish not to wake up anymore.

I’m not going to stress over you any more. It isn’t worth it. I tried to work something out but you just ignored it. I’m not trying to say I don’t want you because I definitely do. All I’m saying is I’m done chasing after you.

I wish I saved all my tears so I could fucking drown you in them.

You used to by my sunshine in the midst of rain… and you used to ease my mind when my heart was in pain… you used to make me feel like I could fly… now all I wanna do is lay down and d.i.e.

How many times can a heart break before there’s nothing left?

I wish you would have told me from the start, that you were only gonna break my heart.

Sometimes I wish I could go back to before we met. Not because I want to forget you or what we had. But because it would be so much easier than knowing what I don’t have now that you left.

My back has been breaking from this heavy heart.

Never say I love you if you really don’t care. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t really there. Never hold my hand if you are going to break my heart. Never say you are going to if you don’t plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie. Never say hello if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever, never say forever, cause forever makes me cry.

I never thought you'd hurt me, I guess you live, you learn, that when you're playing with fire, you're bound to get burned.

It's funny how you can be hurt so bad from the person you least expected it from.

The people who hurt me the most were the people who swore they never would.

You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

We get our hearts broken to feel alive, just barely. Going down the road of fixing it shows us we're strong and life can be hard, but never give up.

Heartbreak does many things to you.

I guess this is what it feels like to be heartbroken & I know it will never go away, no matter what happens. <|3

I wish I was a little kid again - skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.